i sit
on the floor
and my legs become numb
i sit
paralyzed
between the fridge and the sink
i see
a black silhuette
the voice sais "here she is"
2 hands
extended to me
the square turns into dark

i hear
the voices say
that i could die from OD
they say
i'm gonna be OK
but the depletion is needed
they put
a rubber hose
though my throat into gullet
i cry
i scream and shout
they're grazing me from inside